Monday, August 31, 2015

Privacy, priorities, and seperation anxieties?

What have I been up to?

Well a lot of shifts in priority and my sense of privacy has changed.

Honestly, I can't tell if I'm becoming a grumpy old person who doesn't want kids on their lawn or am I just becoming more of a private person. I just don't feel the need to share every single detail with the world.

I'll share however much I want or don't want.

Priorities...

So, my social life has kind of been minimized. Ive been trying to find other forms of recreation. I bought some new dance shoes in an attempt to get back into dancing. 

I havent found a class that fits my schesule yet. :(

Also, I've been trying to get move up in position at work. Keeping my fingers crossed. 8D

Recently my quantity of friends has also downsized. I realize its the quality is way more important than how much you have. 

At the moment I feel as though this is a somewhat fragile time in my life and I could use the best support possible. 

Aside from all of these things coming up recently... (' u ')☆

My main focus is to spend time with my fiancé and mentally prepare myself for her departure. This whole journey with her has been the best thing that can ever happen to me.

I've had my share of breakdowns with her and I'm still stressed over the unknown territory that is becoming a milspouse. We've just concluded that we have to learn as we go.

Big tasks under my list...

Holding myself down during the separation.

Making sure to that everything as far as house and home are good to go while she's away.

Being prepared eventually to leave whenever we're told.

And planning a wedding..with help of course!

So a lot of things lol!

♡This post was a bit lengthy and all over the place but I haven't blogged in a while so forgive me!

•○ just take it day by day ○•

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Sometimes you hit that wall...[Rant warning: may not be completely coherent]

Puffy eyes at work.... its not really caused by an isolated incident but rather just a build up of everything at once. All it really takes is that one tick to set you off. It's the mix of emotions over a period of time and the energy you've used up convincing yourself to GET OVER IT otherwise.

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It's disheartening when you try to persevere and stay strong but all the stress of people being disrespectful to you really tears you down. You feel belittled and intellectually suffocated. You really feel like you're not worth much. Like you don't make a difference. You're just giving and giving with no return. I'm trying my hardest to never take anything personally but today I think I just had enough of being disrespected. The sad part is there's nothing I can do to change that as of right now. It's just not the right place nor the right time. I guess eventually you run into the one bad apple or in some cases the entire bunch. That just happened to me today. If it wasn't today it could've been tomorrow. Tomorrow isn't promised to anyone really...

Here's to hoping tomorrow is a better day

-Lizzieinth3sky ☆

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Simple blog intro

Hello day dreamers!

If you stumbled across my blog thanks for taking the time to read it. This will basically be an outlet for ramblings of many kinds including but not limited to daily blogs, the occasional philisophical retrospective, fashion, gratuitous amounts of pet photos, gastronomical adventures, and some insight on things to come in the future.

So please come and join me on this crazy ride called life and let's all take it day by day. ♡

-Lizzieinth3sky